Knowing both of you got together as a couple wasn't easy for me. Especially when I'm having my exam on next week.This eventually makes my mood down and become much more emo than before. 

Hey, seriously you don't have to tell me everything, 'Cause I'm not curious in what you do to him and what he do to you. You don't have to emphasize that he's you new boyfriend. It hurts me. I never knew I could fall for him these much. Maybe he knows too much of me, and he can accept it. I have no idea but I do like him. I don't know why but I feels like he's one in a million. But not for now, because he's taken and not available anymore.

I don't have trust issues towards anyone I meet. But now I do. I don't know who to trust anymore. I feels like everyone is just lying to me. Sometimes I just wonder do I look stupid? I'm a forgetful person but I still have memories. You can't stop me from thinking. Things you've told me before, things she had told me before, things you did before, it's all in my head. And I feel like I'm going to collapse soon. 

I'll stand up no matter what. I know how I want my life to be. I have a choice. A choice to stand up or break down. A choice to love or hate. A choice to let go or keep holding on. 

And my choice? Move on and let go.

Today is the last day I'd ever find you. Just give me a few more days to cool down.