Hello Tuition Free Week!

09:07 Unknown 0 Comments

Finally, It's free week!

I'm tired and exhausted. School stuff and club stuff. No time to breath AT ALL!
Well, time for me to breathe! Hoorayyyyy!! I need to catch up with my school work within this whole week and prepare for my exam after this free week. 
Why does school always do this to us students? Having exam right away the holiday is nightmare as you don't really have time to enjoy yourself to the fullest. Okay, I'm not that kind of genius so I know I will have a very hard time catching up with those shits. 
Engineering Programming was the hardest i guess. Writing in codes in PC and compile it and run it into the system. OMG! I'm not interested in IT mannnnn! And sometimes i just ask myself why do i need this. The introduction there says this Programming stuff makes your life easier. But dude, it just made my life harder!!
It is cool in some ways. Urghhh! 
The other unit which gives me a pain in the ass is EFDP. Don't ask me what unit is this because I wouldn't wanna explain. Stakeholders report is making me all dizzy and blur.I have no idea what am I doing until now. And it's already week 5! Wake up!!! T_T
I still got another lab in hand. Electric system. Wow, all these AC DC stuff. Im not into these electrical stuff. so....hmm......! Obviously E&E wouldn't suit me. HAHAHAHA! Time to get my ass ready and fight!! 

Free Week = Study week = Jia you!!

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Here goes butterflies..

04:45 Unknown 0 Comments



You gotta stop whatever you are doing before I really do fell for you.

Well, it's still not the right time for me to start a new relationship but it's fine to have someone you really like right? But you doesn't want them to know and you doesn't want to start any relationship with them. Ok, am I being normal here? Who the fuck wouldn't want a relationship with someone they really fancy? Anyway, that's what I thought tho. I wouldn't want to hurt anybody right now. I wouldn't even dare to think whatever LOVE WILL LAST FOREVER stuff. 'Cause it just doesn't. Instead of him being hurt, I prefer to be the one who hurts. Trauma after the last relationship? I guess so. 

I'm the type of person who would think of the things that might happen in a long run IF I ever have a boyfriend. I keep imagining him looking hurt, i keep imagining myself to be his burden, I keep imagining shits! This is just what the fuck. Too much negative thinking. I just want my life to be back to normal, the way it used to be before I even met my EX! But whatever, 'cause I couldn't turn back the time. So MOVE ON BITCH! 

Here goes my butterfly, flying in the sky...........

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You just crossed my mind.

05:17 Unknown 0 Comments



You know what, bitch?

LOL! You've just crossed my mind. Was eating pizza with family just now, and i turned and saw sushi king. Suddenly I've remember how we've used to have this cravings for sushi, and went for sushi together. So I texted you. :P Well, you're heading to Brunei tomorrow so it's Okay. We can still hang out for sushi anytime! Just as long as it's before you go to study.

I still remember back in secondary, i've made you cried cause I pulled your chair and you fell down the moment you want to sit on it. And the guy you fancy was there with us, and you cried. XD Opps! Sorry. My bad. =X And we used to hang out taking buses down town, taking photos, selfies, spend so much money on our 大头贴....Mannnnn, I've missed every single moment. ;(

I remember how we used to text each other, talking about gossips, ask about homework. We text each other more frequent during exam period, asking how both of us were doing, what are we studying, until where we study....All these simple little memories. I hope time could turn back but shit happens, it just doesn't. 



I missed the moment where we always go to your house, sitting at your front porch, chit chat, playing with your pups. We  bathe them, got ourselves soaking wet, got back to school for classes after that. I still remember how we don't pretend ourselves in front of each other, saying:"Hey, I feel like farting!" "Hey, I got my underwear stuck in my butt! Cover me until I pull it out!" How we burp in front of each other like nobody business, running under the rain and complaint how we got our shoes soaking wet and is fucking uncomfortable, how we always talk shit behind a teacher we dislike/hate. Hey babe, you know I love you right? ;( I just feel comfortable around you, 'cause you don't mind me talking bullshit with lots of crap, foul language or what. 'Cause you know me best. You know who am I. Thanks.

Heard you said you gonna go west msia on the end of this month, my heart suddenly go heavy. I just hate goodbye. I know you'll be coming back on holidays and we'll still be meeting each other, but yeah. Still goodbye. All the best babe. Take a really good care of yourself. Eat your breakfast/ lunch/dinner on time and don't starve yourself! Don't say your lazy or whatever! Don't let anyone bully you! Don't go home late! Lock your room door all the time! Keep your belongings safe! Gosh, I sound like a mother. LOL.

I'll miss you! I know you can do well over there. :)

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Thoughts for the month.

07:15 Unknown 0 Comments




每个人都会经历一段故事,一段瞬间让自己成长许多的故事。


每个人都会遇到一个人,明明喜欢却不能爱上。唯独远远遥望,保留最完美的他。


孤独,可以让一个人的思想成长,就算他知道这一切并不好受。


爱情可以很伟大。它可以让一个人放弃一切,就算幸福很遥远。




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