Don't let the fear swallow you.

Sometimes I'm just scared, scared of losing something or someone. Why blame me? I know I've got a choice back then. I made my choice but nobody cares. I hate waiting. Sometimes I just scared that I waited and waited and get no reply. And sometimes I'm just hate myself for being care so much when somebody might not even care. 

I hate myself for being so doubtful. I know I shouldn't think too much about it, being doubtful about how people really feels towards me, being doubtful whether they actually hated me, being doubtful about did my decisions pleased them, doubtful about everything. I don't want to lose anyone because I'm just being too doubtful. I hope they understands. Well, those who really know you does stay by your side I guess. Those whom I don't have to feel doubtful, cause' I know they'll be by my side when I need them.

Chase away everything and be myself. Everything has its right or wrong. 

Just be strong.